This (I call it Jaundice Journaling is a super effective way of cultivating self knowledge, especially our desires, motivations and limits.

*Portmanteau of: 1) the greening-yellowing affliction, 2) Yellow Journalism, and 3) Shakespeare's "green-eyed monster"/"green-eyed jealousy"

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One way to sharpen your understanding of what you want to do and who you want to be: Write a list of people who make you jealous, and why. What about their life / career prompts envy? Regardless of whether you know them personally